NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

I PICKED IT UP

What can I say?
I did it again
Took that blade
And sliced my skin

It had been a while
And I was doing so well
But then something happened
And I guess I fell

It\'s okay though
I don\'t do it to die
I do it cause i need to feel
The need to be able to fly

I want to get better
Don\'t get me wrong
I don\'t want to seem attention seeking
But I hate being \"strong\"

I\'m sorry to bother you
I\'m not asking for much
I just want your hand
And a loving touch

Don\'t worry about me
I\'m nothing to be sad about
Of course you laughed at me
And pushed me about

But what can I say
I picked it up again
I picked up that blade
To make me feel again