Mizzy

I knew it wasnt true

I knew it wasn’t true

I knew it wasn’t true and how I lied to myself

I got so good at lying that I damaged my health

I listened to the words but I couldn’t take them in

But I knew right from the start that I would never win

I became good at avoiding like the letters in the mail

I acted like a lap dog and was chasing my tail

I just went round and round never getting anywhere

It was a game of choices but it wasn’t very fair

With the goal posts always moving I just couldn’t get to score

It was constant De J’ vu because I’d done it all before

Was a never ending torture full of bitterness and pain

And it was all so very likely I’d be going there again

Its so very quiet now, no shouting round my head

And I’m finding all the silence a bit deafening instead

I’m glad to have my freedom but I didn’t like to beg

Its like trying to dance the nutcracker with a broken leg