You won\'t understand the emotional strain until you feel for someone who causes your pain. Until your hospitality is just another gain to take advantage of. You won\'t understand until you feel this love. It sucks knowing you could do better but you fool yourself into thinking you should be together. It sucks getting played while your partner is payed with with all your time, and all their crimes go unpunished. And then you\'re left there with your heart on your sleeve, in pieces. And you know should leave, and cure the diseases but you can\'t let go. You have to know that you\'ll never grow until you forget it. The pain wants to win but you can\'t let it. You have to pick yourself up because life goes on. You need the light of dawn. All brains and no brawn, but will you use them? Or get used BY them? No, you\'ll never understand until you get there, and you get through, just to learn how to be you.