awareness has always been my issue
i don\'t lack it
instead it blinds me
deafens me
drowns me
way i see it
we\'re puzzle pieces
making up the cosmos
and i know my piece is bent
i sit up late at night
seeing the other pieces
trying to feel their lives
wondering...
do they feel misshapen too?
i long more than anything
for that blissful ignorance
to forget the fact
i just dont fit