I\'ve always envied those straightforward people who see the world in black and white. Who can distinguish the differences between right and wrong. Who can tell if you\'re a liar or you\'re truthful. Those very Souls who can read you cover to cover like a book. I had always been on the sidelines carefully observing the people around me. Wishing I had the courage to join in. Never finding the right words to say so not saying any at all. But something changed that day. I didn\'t know it would cost so much pain in the future but never less those times were still the best in my existence. Because to love yet never be loved is a fate worse than death.