Anger, fear, heartache and pain
Remembering to live again
Sad, unhappy, lonely, aggrieved
This is not life, at least not what you believed
Bitterness, vengeance the need to fight
Keeps you awake in the middle of the night
Whatever you do and wherever you go
Feelings follow you around and keep you low
Cuddles, warmth, you long for that joy
Like a young child playing with a new toy
Its all long past love happiness gone
But you have no choice, you must continue on
You look for the sunshine within each day
There’s always the hope that it will all go away
But when you open your eyes alas its still there
Maybe in time you will learn not to care