I\'m tired of the pain I\'m tired of the hurt I\'m tired of all these people treating me like dirt all I got is me myself and I no one knows I spend my nights cryin. I mean cmon no one really cares have all these friend who said they\'d be there. But when I need em the most they\'re no where to be seen then everyone wonders why I gotta be so mean. I never had no one I could count on . No one really knows the shit I\'ve been through each and every day is a battle to get through. I wake up in the morning wondering why I\'m still alive I go to sleep every night wondering if I should just die. The pain of my chest is getting the best of me. I spend every day just wanting to be free. Free from life free from this place free from everyone judging me by my mistakes