It\'s the shooting volts of electricity that no one seems to mention
The I can\'t breathes
And the paralysis so that I can\'t even feel the gravel digging into my knees
The shockwaves that I can\'t see
Run through the ground and then through me
Most of me runs on autopilot
Muscle memory
As all my other memories become smudged with the tears I keep trapped in my head until one day the shockwaves are over.