Crow.

I am such a....

I am such a fool

thinking we could be more than friends 

I thought we could be together 

but you just wanted to use me

I am such a hypocrite 

I tell people that they are beautiful

they have a purpose

have some great meaning in this life

then I turn around and think to myself

worthless

fat 

Ugly 

why are you ever here

I am such an idiot 

thinking that you actually love me

all you do is laugh at me

criticize me

I am such a waste of space

I really shouldn\'t be here

i shouldn\'t have air in my lungs

I shouldn\'t have a heart beat

my name shouldn\'t exist

I shouldn\'t exist