I am such a fool
thinking we could be more than friends
I thought we could be together
but you just wanted to use me
I am such a hypocrite
I tell people that they are beautiful
they have a purpose
have some great meaning in this life
then I turn around and think to myself
worthless
fat
Ugly
why are you ever here
I am such an idiot
thinking that you actually love me
all you do is laugh at me
criticize me
I am such a waste of space
I really shouldn\'t be here
i shouldn\'t have air in my lungs
I shouldn\'t have a heart beat
my name shouldn\'t exist
I shouldn\'t exist