I lay awake at night questioning the man above
What is his plan for me?
Why do I feel so alone and incomplete
Sometimes I even talk to him
I asked him if this is what he has planned for my life
I ask him to help me to not feel this way
Sometimes I think he\'s punishing me
When I have something in my life and feel complete
It\'s gone.
Why is it gone?
Is this his way of punishing me?
By taking all good things away
I want him to come talk to me
Answer all my questions
And tell me everything is going to be okay.