When I fell for you
I betrayed myself
too love you
is detrimental
for my health
doubled grave enslaved
conclave of conformity
futile bravery a fave
of paved molding
heinous rave
onyx wave unfolding
cynicism graciously saved.
Tears produce obsidian
wax of enlightenment
kowtow to my essence
purging negligence
for shreds of experience
sideways elevators
of deliverance
stuck inside
of grievances
hit the self help switch
of tainted hypothesis
electoral collage
of collapse
swim in a quagmire
of resilience.
Rise on the backside
of an iron fist,
Machiavellian hieroglyphs
of auric deception
fear and loved thin line,
hesitation, either for
me or against I.
Marked as jaded
ruthlessly calibrated
fury piston implanting
fuchsia chamber disintegration
die inside the crest
of orgasmic onslaught
so you smile horizontally
from your withering eye.