Lost
unsure of what to feel
she\'s breaking if not broken already
the hell that surrounds her never seems to fade
every blink is another ache
every awakening is down with hell
her smile is known to be fake for everyone can see right through it
she tries to hide what is balled up inside her
but most seem to know there\'s sadness behind it
she tries an tries to put up a smile an make her days so great
but no matter her path an no matter her turns she always seems too find the pain all over again
she wont give up no not today
but she isn\'t sure how much more she can take
all this hell has taken her breath away
her mind is going insane
all these demons are pecking at her like starving crows
but maybe one day the wings of them will be cut
an than for once she\'ll be the one to wander the roads of happiness
but for now she\'ll lay on this sharp rock
hoping it doesn\'t pierce right through her aching pumping heart.