I\'ve been down this road before
The needles
The pills
Never seem to be enough
I\'ve tried
And tried
But somehow
Can\'t get by
Without snorting a line
Or rolling a joint
Stabbing my arm
To get the feeling I\'m high
And sure I\'ve OD
Yes I almost died
But that didn\'t stop me
Not until this time
As I lie on the floor
I feel my body shake
My mouth is wide open
With white foam escaping it
My mother cries in pain
My father makes some calls
My little sister hugs her bear asking
\"Sissy, what is wrong\"
I see a bright light
And then nothing at all
I hear the paramedics arrive
But it\'s too late for Im no more
I take my last breath
And mentally say goodbye
And realize that this is the feeling
I have forever been searching for