She will always have her intuition, somewhere
She must have sensed where I was at
Perhaps, she wants to come clean about her decision in regard to the cat that she insisted upon adopting from my invalid friend
I was not about to let her force me into making the decision
The same damned one that I have been coerced into making at least twice before
I am really trying to forget about the distaste that won\'t let me ignore it, lingering like a hungry pigeon in my mind
The pest that likes toying with my emotions
Crawling through all of my beauty products
Sticking like flypaper to my flesh every time that I apply one of my lotions
But, what can I do about shit that has already been done?
There has never been a battle upon this field that she has not won so far
Before I can even get around to making any sort of move without her heckling me in the foreground
I just try to keep centered within my own solidity
In my oneness
Never letting anything mock my groove
As a matter of fact, I won\'t even let anyone watch me for even a brief moment
Solitude sucks already!
My main endeavors now are my money and trying to foresee who it will be who steps it up to the plate to become my next man
I may even already know somehow who he is
But, you never really can tell until it is time
Not even trying
Not even dating
Nor am I , anymore these days, even believing which won\'t get me anywhere near where I know that I need to be
I am aware and awake and awaiting my destiny in the most patient way that could ever come close to possible now, which is the best time to be caught up in the light of all that has been previously aforementioned
Tension no longer exists in my new reality
The only creature that does is boundless success
Everything that will attempt to make a mess of me now becomes certain prey
I no longer cater to stray dogs or any other wayward energy for that matter
The spiraling ladder before me twists and turns and winds up higher into the Heavens than anything alive can even try to comprehend
My thought patterns all intertwine with nothing else but the miracle of ascension...
2/14/2016