I’m driven by pain, madness and fear
everything always happens here
the voices come out. they do not cheer
shouting and screaming they do with a sneer
my problem is I claw my skin
I beg to myself don’t let them in
but then I hear \" you’ll never win \"
the horror is it was said with a grin.
the voices are faceless
completely shapeless
I feel so brainless
completely aimless
the voices are many inside my head
but the sight of them is one I dread
if I go to the mirror and look ahead
there they all stand, daring me dead
for my reflection is one I can not see
I only see a stranger staring back at me
it makes me sick and go to my knees
I’m sure you would all happily agree
I’m really tired of this here life
don’t pay attention to me and my strife
solution is to pull out a knife
wish I could do something right
there is another option. but a terrible one
spend time with that girl, that I’ve already done
but the time that was spent should have been none
if she had any sense, she\'d get up and run
I isolate myself and leave me alone
and put myself in that horrific zone
if madness was rewarded id be on the thrown
but I need to be on my own
all of the voices have something to say
\" Mocuisle your worthless, pathetic don’t stay
you’ll die this night we sit here and pray
fat ugly useless... \" please just go away.
when I handle myself I’m nothing but rough
around other people I try to act tough
reality is its all just a bluff
so tell me now. am I enough?
there’s only that girl who knows what’s inside
the only person who knows what it is I hide
who sees the cover known as my pride
the one who makes me feel wide eyed.
she’s beautiful, she’s perfect. she’s practically the cure
she’s different she’s everything that I assure
she makes me smile and that’s obscure
she makes me feel completely secure
but I’m not enough, so she has to go. for the person I am
she cannot endure