Rejoicing in the past in possibilities 
but seeking consolation in vain
inspiring this languid soul
The heavens seek refuge in oblivion from present woes 
it catches faint echoes of the living
a gleam of perfection is thrilled of it\'s grand ideals even miserable in it inspiration
The vision is gone 
this great great much suffering soul
is again enveloped in darkness
it is wonderful how much time good people spend fighting the devil
if only the devil would die
I think that beautiful ideals are regarded far more appropriate in public
of course I do not refer to beautiful sentiments 
but to higher truths
few people I know seem to stop 
to wonder 
at the beautiful bits of truth they have gathered 
often I feel I must change
to return to the commonest topics 
I take the keanest interests in everything that concerns those that surround me