Today felt different
a new breeze in the air, though it was
damp with rain and cold with with wind,
today felt right.
Was it the freedom of being away from people?
or the feeling as I stood alone with only my camera and my thoughts
which ever the one it felt good.
Standing in a field of flowers, each coated with
a drop of rain the shutter of my camera clicks
reviewing the photo, I just took, I see a boy a knew quite well.
His silvery blue eyes were nestled perfectly
with in the frame, his jet black hair flowing in the wind
the smile he has, which he uses everyday shining brightly
through the dullish day, the look of curiosity was on
his face as he looked into the distance
making my heart flutter
I had watched him earlier on in the week,
Hidden behind a text book of mine, I gazed at him
His features so define, two dimples on either side
Of the wide grin he had as he laughed with his
Friends, this was not the first time I had ‘gazed’ upon him
For many days, months who knows
I sat there and watched too nervous to talk to him
My crush has grown for him
Yet he couldn’t love me?
A dork who only wears pastel, when not wearing my
Uniform, matched with flower crowns
And skirts, he wouldn’t like a guy like me,
He wouldn’t swing that way
Yet seeing him in that field today made me think
Could he really like or even love a guy like me?