Sleepless nights spent crying and worrying, about what\'s going on and how much longer you are going to have to live this way. knowing its unfair to you and others cause you are separated from the most precious jewels of your life. Those precious jewels are the ones who call you mom. knowing everyday of your life should be spent with them, but there are times when it dont always go that way. so you are separated, not seeing or hearing them everyday can hurt you in ways you never thought was possible. so you sit and pray that things get better soon and everything changes so you can see and hold your babies everyday. No mother ever dreams of being kept away from her babies, especially for no reason.