when you touch another
will it be with the same longing that you had
for me
will you crave to feel her lips against yours
like you did
mine
will it feel the same when she
runs her fingers through your hair
will it feel the same when you touch
her skin
when she looks at you
will it make your heart
beat
a little
faster
the way i did
will my name accidentally slip from your tongue
will you think of my fingertips running down your back
will you be able to sleep
or will your thoughts of me
consume you
while you lie awake
next to her
maybe you will not care for
thoughts of me
when you have
her touch
will you push them aside
will it just be heat fuelled by
bitter liquor and need
because after all
it is just sex
is it not?