When things change
I feel strange
And I don\'t know what to do.
It goes weird
I am feared
And I suddenly turn blue.
Teeth grind and grind
Out of my mind
Not much more that I can bare.
I could cry
Fuck me, why?
These are feelings of despair.
Heart is pounding
Crazy sounding
I\'m holding tightly on my chest
Can\'t get ready
So unsteady
What is this god damn mess?
Paranoid
Can\'t avoid
Overpowering anxiety.
Overload
I explode
Why\'s this happening to me?
It\'s volcanic
And I panic
Loosing breath and loosing sight.
Where\'s my head?
Am I dead?
Everything ... Everything is white.