I\'m angry, you taught me how to punch walls. Giving it a piece of mind wondering what you\'re doing now. Trying to forget all the times we yelled..trying to forget all the times I cried.....
feeling shook, wounds not close to healing. I am bleeding a new life for myself. A safer one full of cleanliness, healthiness. Ever since I confided in myself I became better no need to cry for you....
wait for you...
I am truly fine.
I\'m smiling for real now. Light is restored within me. I feel beautiful. While you were with me I felt ugly, like it had a whole new meaning, but all along I kept my ears open to unnecessary things. BRAINWASHED to follow your direction and stop myself from breathing.
I was numb to the pain you caused, DRUGGED to think I was okay but I wasn\'t.
I was slowly dying.