I remember every single one of my flaws
Never acted them out but I knew they were wrong
So here is my confessions of all my sins to bring a new light
Never meant to touch her that way, please forgive me
Fell too deep in the aura that I knew I shouldn\'t have, please forgive me
God forsaken and dirty images, please forgive me
Powerful urges and animalistic, please forgive me
I shouted at her senselessy, please forgive me
What felt like pleasure only brought me pain
What felt like ecstasy only made me paralyzed
What can I do to destroy my black dog?
It follows me around everywhere I go
Also what felt like death coming only made me scream internally
Eating shit from today\'s fetishes brings me down
to hell and deeoerb
Rape me as much as I raped you
Red light libido
Please turn blue
The fires too hot and it\'s burning me alive with every impulsive flash
Something superficial never to become
It\'s only logical, that it shouldn\'t be
Let it be
Let me be please
Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me for every black sinister thought
Part 2
I know deep in my heart it was all wrong
I know we all make mistakes but what do to you if it haunts you?
Some days I don\'t want to be here
This is all a lie, simple denial
My thoughts are a lie
I wish they were
Heavy wieght, my being aches
Black is all I see
Forgiveness and acceptance is all I need
But how can I receive that in an empty room
Spitting out all my sins
Please I beg you forgive me
I look into myself and realize
The one tearing me down is me
Water rushes from the well
Me myself and I
Me I beg you to forgive me
You\'re the one I\'ve been asking for to forgive me
I beg me to forgive me for everything
No one is watching
Oops I was going to go there, to my selfishness and immaturity
If I can destroy myself
This much...
Then I can and will
Bring myself up again
A brand new beginning
Starting from nothing
If the same shall happen once more
Then I will set everything on fire along with me
Burn my world along with me
So new life shall start πΌππ