From the words on the screen
It all seems like some endless dream
Your voice was very real
Really expect me to describe how I feel
It’s not just every day
That one goes astray
Easily those words roll off your lips
Receiving that sound I so horribly had from your abandonment learning now why my heart rips
Throwing questions at me
Over and over again saying you can’t wait to see
Yet if you were so excited you did a great job at hiding it
Because long ago that search for you I decided to quit
So how come after all these years
Your hands still don’t wipe away my tears
Trying to get my head above this confusing hole
Yet I’m stuck remembering the childhood you unrightfully stole.