i am not sure what this feeling is
but i know my heart is bleeding
i do not know if it is
you
that i miss
maybe it is
your tender touch
your soft kisses
your smile against my lips
or the way you made my heart flutter
when you looked at me
with those piercing blue eyes
so intently
so gently
so hungrily
but most of all
i miss the way you
made me soft
in a way i had not been
for a very long time