Mileely

Saved

I am weak, selfish

Bias, not neutral
Judgemental, dramatic
Pessimistic.

I am not sociable,
An introvert
Alone in my thoughts
Alone by myself
Isolated.

They came.
Dark, alarming,
Fear encompasses me
I feel empty, hopeless

I seek, yet I did not turn
I knock, yet I am afraid
To be judged, to be left,
To be forgotten
To be not forgiven

I am rotten inside,
Life slowly fading away
Little by little the end is coming near

Yet I was held back,
HE came.
HE intervened
HE says I love you.

I cried.
I was saved.