They said she only has a little time
Before she drifts off to the light
After they said that she\'d have a long life
I asked the doctor what was wrong
He said her heart had grown too strong
I asked the doc just what that means
He said her heart was bigger than it seemed
As a person made of belief I did not understand where having a big heart could go wrong
All I knew was what I thought i had to do
On Her final days I bashed her with hate
I didn\'t visit her as much
When I did I rejected her
I even told her she should cry because she was going to die
I thought this was helping
I was trying to shrink her heart
She didn\'t know that I was cruel
Because I loved her too much to loose
On her last day could take no more
I yelled in her face on how is was her fault
Her fault for loving everyone and everything the way she did
Why\'d she have to keep loving me even when I threw at her all my grief
The monitor started going in and out
I realized that there was a war roaring inside of her
She was trying to decide whether to Live or Die
1 hour later...
She died
For five years straight I have a battle with love
I think the day she died was because she felt unloved...
By me
But I think she got to that position in the first place because she loved too much
And even though I still don\'t know
I will always remember my war with Love five years ago