I thought I knew what a heart break was
But I think everyone does
It wasn’t until today
There literally weren’t any words to say
To me though this was a different type of ache
One that I didn’t know I could make
Slowly that look is overpowering my brain
Doubting who I am once I saw the pain
Choosing to open up this day no one knew
A huge smile broke across my face too
The smile left just as fast as it came
Yet I was the only one to really blame
Sitting down you were right beside me
If only inside my head you could see
When I turned and looked
I hated myself for what I took
My heart broke more than ever before
And for once I saw your core
Trying to pull the words out of my mouth only to be quiet
If only you knew about the ongoing riot
Drowned in self doubt
Feels like I never knew what true heart break was about
Things are starting to fall down
Isn’t there already enough hatred going around
Can’t escape that girl I once was a long time ago
That look is what tore me though
We sat so close yet we couldn’t be more far apart
I’m so sorry mom for breaking your heart.