Dear mama ...
Sometimes the things you say to me get to me .You may think I\'m dramatic acting as if I am a actress but I am a human being . I\'m only 15 and I have real feelings just like you .
Your a beautiful woman . That is something I can\'t take away from you . I love your smile , personality ,your looks and your kindness. I love everything about you . But the things you say to me when your upset make me feel less of myself.
calling me a skank does nothing but hurt my feelings.
Calling me a bitch does nothing but make feel less of my self....
And when my slit my wrist trying to find relief in self harm I think about all that hurtful things you said to me.....
I understand that you get upset with the fact that I\'m not what you want me to be .. but I\'m a human being just like you who has feelings just like everyone else ....
I get it my attitude may not be the Best But I still am young . Killing my self esteem while I\'m young does nothing but lead me to want to hurt my self in the end..
Not only am i 15 and a human being but I\'m your daughter as a mother there are things you should not say . As a daughter I look up to u and I love you ...
When I get older and I have a child I will never make my child feel as worthless as you made me feel. I will not be a reason my child wants to end there life . Why ? Because I am there mother and there are limits to how I treat my child even when I am upset with there decisions.....
If you care and love me so
Much why say all those hurtful things to me ?
The things you say sticks to me because your the woman who birthed me into this world but your the one making me feel as though I was a mistake to be here ..
Yes you give me everything i could ask for and I thank you for that I appreciate everything you do and have done for me but the feeling for worthlessness overrides all of that ...again I am a human with feelings. You damaged me before any boy can .