Okay so life hasn’t always been that great
Sometimes I have even doubted fate
A smile is something I can easily fake
It’s not cause I wish it no it’s cause in my past some just take
My love and pretend like it’s nothing
Yet my body now that’s something
The part I really hate though
Is I let it happen so
What does that say about me
I mean am I like them to a certain degree?
There are moments I blame myself for breaking my heart
That if I would be careful then it wouldn’t be apart
Parents say I chose to see the best in everyone
If only they knew how it wasn’t fun
Choosing to see the best is something I wouldn’t stop
Even knowing it’s not putting me on the top
Right now it’s hard to tell if I’m going up or down
But there are still good people around
My heart is something I will protect
In the past, I’ve had some regrets
But they made me stronger in a sort of weird way
Because it’s why I’m guarded today
Not in the sense I’ll never let people in
No just were they don’t think there’s even an option to lose or win.