As I lay here in bed, I\'m terrified
I think I\'m losing my mind
This time around, I can\'t handle it all
I have nothing to hold on to, I\'m gonna fall
I feel more alone and scared than before
I\'m not lying when I say I can\'t live like this anymore
I don\'t know how to not feel this way
I\'m tired of knowing tomorrow\'s gonna be worse than today
I think I\'ll feel like this forever
To death I surrender
I want your sweet release
Oh, how it would feel, to finally be at peace