little lay lay

It Isn\'t Okay :/

It\'s all good, but let me explain, it\'s been that way since the beginning.  

You assumed and I screamed at you out of hurt.  

A broken soul in reality, A smiling soul to show normality, A cowardly, fragile, destroyed, soul not understanding of the concept of mortality.  Phased by your \"softness\" into cold demeanor.  A battle I didn\'t want to get into.  You are...

\"My Tragic Hero.\"  

And you broke your promise, you laid your hand upon the lamb and made it shed when it was wild.  I wouldn\'t have ever thought that you would.  But you did and I can\'t go back.  Major trust issues flow from you.  

You claim you hate me but I\'m still within you;

Why is that?  

I try to look at the bigger picture like how you made me smile, but now you got me bitter.  Your wild way of thinking kicks into overdrive and yet I stayed, when I should have left.

Earlier.  

That moment I lied awake thinking of you waiting for you to respond and you never did.