I\'m everything I don\'t want to be.
Keeping track of lives i\'d rather see.
I want to find things I\'d like to look at,
But everything I look at isn\'t my face looking back,
This isn\'t a clever poem with big words-
It\'s an honest option from a teenage girl.
I like my eyeshadow.
I feel like shit.
I\'m staying hydrated.
I\'m keeping fit.
Wow well done you I\'m proud you are stable,
Yet I look towards people who are more than I\'m able,
I\'m everything I don\'t want to be. The life I live is through their eyes- not me.