The paper in front of me
Is telling me to
List ten reasons why I\'m fading away
Another part of me darkens
Ha... if only they knew
One
I want to burn my life to a charcoal black
I want it all to burn away, and never look back
Two
I want to throw myself of a stone ledge
And show them that they pushed me off the edge
Three
I am drowning in my sorrows, and admittedly self-pity
Why can\'t anyone see, that they\'re the ones killing me?
Four
I see life as a closing door
I have the darkness, how could I ask for more?
Five
I can never tell when I\'m going to fear
The world, is a glass mirror
Six
Repetition is key, that\'s what they say
But isn\'t that a code, to make us all obey?
Seven
Over and over they screech in terror, it\'s driving me insane
All the monsters gather inside me, it\'s causing so much pain
Eight
First I am black, suddenly I\'m white
Eventually I realized, that something isn\'t right
Nine
I know now were all dogs, meant to follow order
But I broke the precious rules, and they tossed me over the border
Ten
Now I don\'t need humanity or vanity
Cause I\'ve got profanity and INSANITY