I sat and reflected on times past
When I was well within your grasp
You took my dreams and turned them sour
My soul, my love they did devour
An endless void within my heart
My sanity you tore apart
My allies you turned to foe
You blinded me I did not know
And after I was left a husk
From your addiction and your lust
There was no love, withdrawl\'s a bitch
And out of wounds came every stitch
Silent tears turn my cheeks wet
I\'m the oldest child you\'ve ever met.