Walked over. stepped on. pushed
Tears and pain and screams now hush
That one though never leaves my head
One things for certain id be better off dead
All the false words, the lies
All the fake actions, the smiles
All the things you never should have said
One things for certain id be happier dead
You broke my heart
My smile you tore me apart
All the texts I wish I never read
One things for certain I wish I was dead
You always wanted to be with me
Stole my heart and threw away the key
We used to talk and lie on my bed
Now I lie here saying, one things for certain I want to be dead
All the things we done together
Laughed as we talked about forever
We smiled and watched drop dead Fred
One things for certain I’ve tried to drop dead
I’ve attempted suicide many of times
Right now my number is resting on nine
Given up as I swallow the meds
One things for certain its hard to be dead
I always relied on you
You used to call or meet me and get me through
I can sit and remember all the times that I bled
One things for certain ill end up dead
Now its all over but the pain will come again
And Ill be left with the memories to drive me insane
All of the signs that I went after. You led
But One things for certain.. I’m still not dead.