This is smearing the line between leisure and labor/
Parading around all hours of the night praying for a savior/
This isn\'t a hobby it\'s scavenging for a purpose on this planet/
I never asked for this these acts were thrusted upon me for reasons I can\'t fathom/
Ill received deeds from the kin sparked this chain reaction/
My downfall spiraled into motion, I never thought this would happen/
Innocence was lost when the smoke finally cleared/
Death is calling but I won\'t answer cause his presence is ever near/
With the blood already drawn I knew to stop kicking/
Were all unique until the spirit isn\'t willing/
Naturally nurturing forces forced me into solace/
The darkness was my only comfort without I was worthless/
It\'s tricky when your only endeavor will lead to your demise/
Happiness will drive away the ambition, perhaps continuing on isn\'t wise/