I awoke to the sound of blue and red sirens
more times then I can count, I have watched them take you away
with the last bit of hope I had left for you
I gave you chance after chance to be the father
you were supposed to be, yet you still chose it over me
leaving me with heartbreak and misery
You made me feel as if I didn\'t matter
while you watched my heart slowly shatter,
but you didn\'t care that the family was breaking
all you care about was the drugs you were taking
it\'s sad to see you haven\'t changed,
but what can I expect other than your mind games
and its not that I didn\'t hope better for you its
that I already knew what you would do
its sad to say im better off without you
but what\'s even sadder is the fact that you already knew
I hope you realize what you have done and lost
oh wait,sorry i guess its never your fault
well let me end it before it becomes a sorrow letter
about me knowing you would never get better