Lost Girl

Pain💔

The pain I go through is unexplainable, this continuous pain

The breaking of my heart is getting more frequent

It\'s getting harder and harder to be strong

The warmness of my heart is fading by the day

I feel the coldness taking over and I can\'t stop it

Is it wrong that I don\'t want to stop it?

That I want to become cold hearted so things won\'t hurt me anymore  

I want to be ruthless and careless

I want to be spiteful and take from those who took from me

Is it really wrong that I feel this way?

Is it wrong that these thoughts cloud my mind daily?
Or am I right to feel the way I so truly do?