just a girl.

I wish

I wish you knew. 

I wish you knew I cry myself to sleep, 

I wish you knew how I slit my wrists and smile,

I wish you knew how empty I feel on the inside, 

I wish you knew my everyday pain,

I wish you knew all the promises he didn\'t keep,

I wish you knew how deep I actually am,

I wish you knew the pile of sadness I have,

I wish you knew how much I appreciate you came,

I wish you knew the leap your taking by dating me, 

but you won\'t, you won\'t ever.