There is no joy, smiles or glee
I’m tired of the cloud that casts above me
There are lots of tears in my eyes
But only me that hears my cries
Here I lay in my bed
Fighting the thoughts inside my head
Numb and silent, as I stay
Letting the day just fade away
A happy thought is hard to find
It’s not me, it’s just my mind
I wish I could just find my way
In this life without hiding away
My thoughts are hard my thoughts are strong
Wasting my life, without knowing its wrong
I want to change my life and help my soul
With all the love to make me whole