Copyright ©2017 Stephanie R Schubert
I feel betrayed,
abandoned.
Why you pursue everything,
with everyone else but me.
I am the only one,
to whom you say no.
What I would give, for yes,
a real kiss,
to feel the love,
we once we shared;
for you to come home,
ravenous for me, my heart, our love.
But that is all in the past.
All I feel from you now,
is your callousness.
I keep coming up short.
I keep finishing last.
I guess what we shared,
really is, finally part of the past.
I am last on your list,
of priority,
my love has become,
the minority.
Unless of course,
it’s you, who needs love,
support;
affection.
I see no future,
In this state that I am in.
It doesn’t matter what.....
I do,
I can never win.
So yesterday,
I threw away everything,
and soon I will be ready,
to start all over again.