My Heart\'s On My Sleeve...
No matter how much I try and cover it
My heart runs wild when I see you
My heart beats fast when I\'m near you
Your Eyes...Your Smile...Your way with words...
It enchants me so
You made me feel things I thought I couldn\'t feel
You made me do things I thought I would never do
You made me love again...
You made me feel again...
You made me feel alive...
But...that all changed.
My heart felt dull and subdued...
My heart was beating so quietly, I thought it stopped...
Your eyes weren\'t as loving as before
The smile I once thought beautiful turn beastly
Your words once brought me joy...only brings me pain
I ended up hurting myself over...and over...and over
Me thinking that it would change anything
Me thinking that it would distract me from the pain you brought
But all it left was a reminder of the pain you caused...
You made me feel hate again...
You made me build up a wall I once tore down for you...
You made me feel EMPTY,HURT,ALONE...
But yet, through it all,...I still love you...
I still want to push through
I still want to try
No matter how much it hurts!
I need it...I want it...I want you
Near me
You may push me away or say harsh things
But I\'ll still love you...I\'ll still be here
My heart\'s on my sleeve
No matter how much I try and cover it.