Katy Alvarez

the past me

I guess you can say I\'m okay even though I\'m not 

I do horrible things to myself things I would never dare to tell people who love me

when I\'m so hurt I go to my blade, and I slowly press it against my skin and let it bite deeper and deeper

until I feel the satisfaction 

and then I go straight to bed and wake up the next day with a bright smile in my face 

I\'m addicted to seeing the bright red blood drip down my arm 

and I\'m to broken for anyone help.

 

The Past Me