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My Will, My Life

• The fire,
• The burning desire from the light inside,
• Covered in broken pride,
• Drenched in tears cried,
• Cursed but blessed by the years all gone by in stride,
• This is why I have not died and why I\'m alive,
• This is how I strive,
• This is how I survive the quake,
• I make it, I break it, and I go out and I take it because I won\'t give up,
• I won\'t give in,
• I may sin,
• I may have kin but be sure that I will win and you will lose,
• because,
• I am no longer whom you abuse,
• No longer am I the one who you fucking accuse,
• No,
• I won\'t be singing the blues because I\'ve got news for you now,
• I\'m going to tell you now how far in hell I\'ve fought,
• All the pain and doubt that I once thought in my head,
• All the things to gain and the dread,
• The lies they fed,
• The path that I led,
• Its all red an bled out From my own heart,
• Its all a part of me and I\'m proud,
• I\'m so loud and you\'re not allowed to hear,
• You\'re no longer allowed in here,
• None of you\'re fear,
• Not a single tear,
• Only one year for redemption and three for my suffering and three just to set me free,
• To let me finaly open my eyes and see,
• To finally take back the old me and my old will to make it right,
• My will to cross the light,
• My will to make every loss alright,
• My will to fight,
• My will that I\'ve found tonight once again so I\'ll tell you again,
• If you think I can\'t, then I will,
• Because,
• it\'s my will, my strife,
• My life.