where is my mind
last time i saw it it was in the palm of your hand
and now im too weak to even reach the surface
each time i think of you i slowly rot away
how can you ruin my life when you\'re 3,000 miles away
and i still have hope although there\'s less than nothing there
i can\'t sleep at night knowing this was just a game
its hard to believe with the cuts on your wrists that you\'re rock solid
i\'ve always had one foot on the ground
but i got lost in all the sounds in my brain;
i learned to just stop listening.
i cant fucking look at you the same and that hurts,
i can\'t feel my veins
a simple picture of you tears me to shreds
i dont want to feel anymore if thats what it takes
you can go your own way
just dont so much as dont cross paths with me
i know if you love something you\'re supposed to set it free.
i cant decide if i even want you to come back
all these drugs are consuming me.
my whole world has gone up in flames
so much to the point where its too bright to see
all of these little things that are truly right in front of me.
for some reason i will never understand
and i will never forget
all the times i held your hand
even though it probably didnt mean shit.
just a hand in yours
you swore it was nothing more
you really had me fooled.
i can\'t even look at you it breaks my heart every single time
and normally when i write i never want to rhyme
but its something about you
i think i met you at the worst possible time
back when i was sipping on coronas with limes
when the sounds in my head couldnt form their very own symphony
and everyone says it was you
but i still feel like it was me
i know everyone blames themselves
but i couldve loved you differently