Nicotine™
How do i make this into poetry?
I only wanted you to notice me
Did anything for your company
You use to be home for me
I cant remember how we first met
And i cant forget how it felt
To fall in love with someone who made me feel worth it
To stay in love with someone who made me feel worthless
I still wasnt what you wanted huh
Even if I was all that i could be for you
But we haven\'t spoke in months so
I guess you let the silence speak for you
I hate thinking of you, knowing you dont think of me
I swore that i was over it but girl tonight its killing me
Only Intoxicated, i remember what you meant to me
i spend my nights just drowning in our memories
alone now but i drink enough for both of us
I learned alot about love by falling out of love
from \"i\'ll always love you\" to \"i dont know why i love you\"
Sometimes i wonder if you can hear how loud im thinking of you
I hated when you said it cause i knew you didnt mean it
So I told you go and then i blamed you for leaving
But I grew so tired of waiting on you to leave
I needed to be clean, You were worse than nicotine
could never be what we needed us to be
I needed to be clean, you were worse than nicotine
When our love became deceased is when my heart ceased to beat
But i needed to be free , you were worse than nicotine