I sit and wonder.
Am I delusional?
Do I have it all wrong?
Do I use emotional blackmail?
Do I use psychological abuse?
Do I think most people lie; with only hints of truth?
Do I take away the magic by not reinforcing santa brings gifts and fairs take tooths?
Do I steal their childhood by showing them my view of true wonders of this world?
For the people around me, the ones I interact with, either don\'t tell the truth or are as delusional as me.
Nevertheless it\'s hard to hear these things, especially from someone who you once thought to you had a deep connection with.
So I\'ll again sit and ponder on all things I do, mostly wondering if we\'ll ever improve and stop the negative judgements we both use.
At least I can be greatful that our children are very much loved.