Its Raskolnikov

Sit and Think

Sometimes I sit and think,

About life,

How it could be different,

How it could and should be and have been,

And in the end I\'d redo it,

But I wouldn\'t change a thing,

I don\'t want it to be perfect,

I don\'t want to change who I am,

 

I think about how I laugh with the best of friends now,

And how they make me smile,

I\'d like them to stay a while,

But how?

 

I sit and think of the lovers,

The ones I\'ve lost to an eternity of heart break and life,

The ones I know I can never see again,

Cause all the pain they went through,

They couldn\'t pull through,

I hate that truth,

It kills me that I can\'t see you anymore,

You\'re deep in my my soul,

You\'re six feet down,

I want to drown,

 

Then I think of the greatness of life\'s tale,

I think of how I can\'t fail,

I have to set sail,

With those whom I care the most,

And I\'ll be free to express myself,

I want to tell all my feelings to those I love,

I want to share all my joy with those who will set sail too,

From coast to coast,

Friends and family and romance,

These are life\'s doves,

 

I hope I can find all the secrets to life,

I want to save the world from the dark\'s hold,

I want to live a life of love though I know there\'ll be trouble,

I know I can\'t give in to the cold,

If I\'m with you I know I\'ll be able to grow old,

 

Sometimes I sit and think,

Of all of life\'s strife,

What seems to be made of gold,

Is just a knife,

But still I want to live long and be told,

\"I love you for life\",

I want to end the world\'s cruelty,

Help the homeless,

And all those in this land,

That\'d be grand, 

And I know life\'s like sand,

But I\'ll still take my stand,