sarahgerome

Feeling

The doctor always asks \"how do you feel\"

but being me, im too stubborn to answer his caring question

instead i sit there and think for a moment

saying to myself \"should i tell the truth, or should i lie?\"

being me i lie

because me lying makes it better

likes to pretend it ok

but im scared of the way i feel

i feel like i cant move and you look at me

i want to say something but i cant

you hug me and i hug back and on the inside i wish you\'d would never let go

because im hurt

i wake up everyday feeling the same way

i feel like im in this dark tunnel and you don\'t bother finding me

but i stay hoping and assuring myself that you\'ll look and find me

even though i know you wont

and you ask me how i feel

and i simply say those famous words \"im fine\".