If there\'s a God then is my life just a joke?
A punch line for every time that I\'m broke
If there\'s a God then is my life just a test?
Bent and contorted, never allowed to rest
It\'s getting so old, held up to just fall
So warm then so cold, stand up to just crawl
It\'s getting to hard to rebuild what is gone
yet I grasp every shard and assemble \'til dawn
If there\'s a God then is my heart just a toy?
Torn apart and replaced with no pause in his joy
If there\'s a Devil then in the end am I His?
Would he show me mercy since I know what pain is?
If there\'s a point, It\'s transparent to me
If there is hope, I just glimpse and not See
If there\'s a Hell, I will never be Free
If there\'s a Heaven, I can\'t pay the Fee